Sunday, May 13, 2012

reflection

sekarang ni study week. sepatutnya aku kena study lah kan. ok memang ada study sikit but "lagho" nye lebih.asal study satu dua pages je stop. then bukak folder that contain pictures. suka sangat tengok pictures. then, came across "matriculation" folder and i reflected on something. a very important thing i would say.

i used to be so into my boyfriend when i was in matriculation. almost every week i went back to my hometown just to meet him. and now i regret it. why? simply because i left my friends behind just to spend more time with him. time tu childish sangat. happy tak tentu pasal sebab ada bf sampai lupa kawan.ceh.silly me.menyesal sebab pernah jadi manusia yang selfish macam tu. ended, not much good memory with friends in matriculation. sigh! btw, the bf i was talking about is already an "ex".haha.not to say that i regretted because we broke up but i regret that not much time spent with friends in matriculation. 

matriculation end up nothing but pain to me. huh. thank God now i am able to reflect about this broken piece in me. i promise myself not to be so into bf until leaving friends behind because friends will always be there when we need them, but bf? bf can change.if he is meant for us, of course he will be there unconditionally. in short, kena lah pandai luang masa dengan bf and kawan. takdelah layan bf all the time aje. 

kawan, perang macam mana sekali pun, akan still be friend. just that, akan jadi kawan biasa or kawan rapat je. ah senang cerita, aku just menyesal sebab terlalu luangkan masa dengan bf time matriks dulu lepas tu takde ramai kawan sangat dekat matriks. sebab tu sekarang aku try to balance between friends and bf. tu aje yang nak di-reflect-kan.hahaha.

sekarang ni happy sangat bila tengok folder gambar entitled "IPSAH", ada banyak gambar aku dengan kawan-kawan. be it bestfriends, close friends atau kawan gitu-gitu aje. janji kawan. Alhamdulillah, i am no longer the selfish me. 

2 comments:

ada van de kamp said...

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Anonymous said...

"HELP!! My history is I want to molest children who are too young to speak.
Just like I did my brothers.
Now my brother likes lesbians and I want transsexuals."

How many times did military pilot suck that little boy's dick? How many times did that pedophile suck that child's penis?? Confused how prostitution works, he let the boy drive his car if the boy let him copulate him. He graduated and left the neighborhood before the boy "came of age" so a homosexual pedophile he remains for life. He turned all his brothers into "givers", and one went on to a period of exhibited homosexuality. This mentally ill career military wants his son to have the car in which he first sucked prepubescent penis.
Is there a connection with the transsexual clue with his "wife"?? Is it connected or is this a separate dysfunction?
Was he ever tested? He had a period of sexual promiscuity after enlistment in an attempt to prove he was a man, desperate to erase his history. Was he tested with a transsexual to see if he would take the bait?? He did:::His wife!!!
Marilyn Manson is a clue about his wife's legacy.
You can only imagine what the military's scathing evaluation of his dysfunctional personality had to say, not to mention what his fellow pilots thought. He had no business being there.
The greeks don't want no freaks. Should have killed himself like he was invited to in his movie.
The pedophile wants to reach up her dress and fondle her penis.
Just because he is husband material doesn't mean he isn't a tranny. "Pre- or post-op?" "Oh, pre. Definitely pre." Volcanic. Hit the ceiling.